very accurate for me!
A. 你是屬於水果香形象你充滿自由愉悅的氣息? A總是沉溺左遊樂場當中,像個天真無邪的孩子。有你在的地方,整個氣氛都會興奮起來,所以你是聚會中不可或缺的人物。雖說你個性開朗,受到大部份人的喜愛,但別人一般認為難以跟你成為親密好友,即是說,你給人的印象只是個搞笑能手。有些人覺得你愛玩弄別人,依賴性又強,所以不太願意親近你。不過,真正的你其實十分成熟穩重,正因透徹了解? A的人不多,所以知己朋友也相當少。
A. 你是屬於水果香形象你充滿自由愉悅的氣息? A總是沉溺左遊樂場當中,像個天真無邪的孩子。有你在的地方,整個氣氛都會興奮起來,所以你是聚會中不可或缺的人物。雖說你個性開朗,受到大部份人的喜愛,但別人一般認為難以跟你成為親密好友,即是說,你給人的印象只是個搞笑能手。有些人覺得你愛玩弄別人,依賴性又強,所以不太願意親近你。不過,真正的你其實十分成熟穩重,正因透徹了解? A的人不多,所以知己朋友也相當少。
who am i now…
don’t know y everything and everyone so sucks recently…
why me…why not u….
why u lie me…why i dowan bluff u…
don’t know which mask to put on in order to let everyone comfortable…
don’t know when to take off the mask to make myself feel comfortable…
human…why are we so complicated?
am i thinking what you are thinking?
am i responding as what u are expecting?
what is the next…i cant even expect it…
but…at least….i still know how to breath now…
everything keep on changing…everything grows better…
but why i was still so naive…grow up lar..pls..
always thinking how to stop all the question mark to squeeze into my life anymore..
why not try to have a certainty to produce a "YES" or a "NO" in my life?
tomorrow was a history…today is a gift…tomorrow is a mystery…
so…actly..it doesn’t need to plan for tomorrow so much…perhaps it will bring tomorrow a disappointment or we don’t have tomorrow…right?
plan for today!!!what we need the most is plan for today….decide for today!!! Stop to think too much…there is no medicine for "REGRET"!!!
we are human!!!we cant conquer our life….
because there is always a GOD as our life’s decider…
it’s cant deny that GOD is the one who create "YESTERDAY" for us…
the one who gives us TODAY….
the one who grab our TOMORROW away…
stand up!!!be brave to confront my life!!!
how wonderful is the YESTERDAY.TODAY.TOMORROW is depand oon how we judge it!!!
好害怕。。。
很想去承认。。。
不过。。。已不需要了。。。
很想赎罪。。。但不知道要怎么办???
惨了。。。这次惨了。。
心里很不安啊!!!
你们骂我吧!!!
我已准备了!!!
i am laughing around…..but i am sad indeed….
i am joking around…….but actualy i am forcing myself to….
i am smiling at you……..but it is just a manners…
i am happy outside…….but my heart is bleeding inside….
i laugh……because the situation need me to laugh…
i joke……..because i dowan let the spirit down…..
i smile……because smile better than no reaction…
i happy….because….because….i don’t know….
maybe…because i still have friends by my side…
but….i do…feel tat i am alone too! ! !
what’s going on actually?
is tat the way of life??? the way of growing up???
who can i talk to????
幸福是当你感觉很冷的时候,有人愿意握着你的脚裸,为你取暖,
幸福是当你感觉肚子空空的时候,有人愿意为你停下来,准备午餐喂饱你的肚子,
幸福是当你口渴的时候,还没有开口已经有人递上一瓶矿泉水给你,
幸福是当你在发梦的时候,有人愿意安静的聆听,偶尔还会加上一两句赞同的话,
幸福是当你觉得自己很肥很胖很丑的时候,有人还是很理直气壮的说,怎么会?
幸福是当你突然全身无力的时候,有个人及时出现站在你的身旁,
幸福是当你送对方一双鞋子,而你成功在他的口袋里头偷走了两毛钱,
幸福是当你身在很遥远的天边,你坚信有人在另一边和你一样想念着对方,
幸福是当你们大声笑着说,动物园的老虎也会生蛋,
幸福是在车子里一起大声喧闹,一起乱哼曹格的爱爱,
幸福是当你觉得自己的肚腩明明就很大,可是他还是愿意背着你,
幸福是当你蹲在厨房的瓷砖上,看着他认真的在做菜,
幸福是当你用薄荷味的刮胡膏,在他的脸上画画他没有阻止你,
幸福是当你们窝在一起,看一套喜剧,或是一套感人肺腑的电影,
幸福是你用力的扭过他的头,终于看到他从眼角流下的两道泪痕,
幸福是不管你如何野蛮,三分钟以后他一定会说宝贝,你是对的,
幸福是在众目睽睽的情况下,他把你抱起来作状要把你抛进湖里,
幸福是当你假装睡着以后,发现电话那头的他并没有切断电话,
幸福是那天晚上你梦见了他,隔天早上你躺在舒适温暖的床上,呼吸着新鲜的空气,
幸福是当你很累很想放弃的时候,有一把很坚定的声音在为你打气,
幸福是当你发现自己从来不做的事情,因为他的唠叨也成了自己的习惯,
幸福是当全世界都觉得你是蠢蛋的时候,有人眼神坚定的望着你,告诉你说你不是笨蛋,
幸福是当你道再见的时候,有人恶狠狠的瞪着你,要你确定不准再说第二次的掰掰,
幸福是带着事实的面貌,静静的、轻轻的离开他的身边。 一直以来他都在努力为你带来幸福,而你最后能给他的幸福,就是笑着离开。
带着你已经知道的事实,而又不揭穿他,不抓破脸皮,保护他的尊严,你相信他有一天也一定会明白幸福是什么。一起活得更精彩。
好久没有跟你通电话了…
太想念你熟悉的声音了…
真的感觉到…你叫我逃…
你说我不应该那么痛苦…
你说我不应该再折磨自己…
我很执著…
我叫你等…因为我不能逃…
我叫你别再说我痛苦…因为那是磨炼…
我说我并没有折磨自己…而是你在折磨我…
到了很久很就以后今天…
我真的懂了…我开始领悟了…
你的用心良苦…
原来,
一直一直都被我的执著加工后…变成负担…
我能逃的…
我可以不用为我的痛苦找借口的…
我绝对不能说你折磨我…
因为,你要我好…所以你学会体谅…
而我还没学会被体谅…所以一直都很内疚…
今天,我又不能打给你了…对不起…
一个人的能力,能做到什么?
一个人的赛跑永远都可以是第一,也是最后…
跑了100米,200米…甚至是100公里,200公里…
起点的积极…信心…希望
中途的…跌跌撞撞…付出…努力…耐心…
到了终点…累了…心很累…身体很弱…
所有的正面观点…都越来越模糊了…
彻底的累了…
什么都是假的…骗人的…
终点是到了…
可是它并非是所想达到的…
快乐的表面,掩饰了伤痕累累…
再也没有毅志力去跑了…
也没心情再跑了…
失落!…
真的好希望这是一场接力赛…
起码,还可以为他人再跑…
一个人的能力真的太有限了…
1st…
In a rainy day,my hp rings when i day dreaming…my hsemate call n told me tat…our hse water bill is RM400++…f-a-i-n-t!!!Start thinking what is the reason since there is nobody staying during holiday un till the christmas day..i know wat had happend…i guess..Santa clous is too hot after distributing the present everywhere…so,he bath at my hse…mayb my room??this one i don’t know//n wat happen??poor santa clous…he forgot to off my water paip…or…mayb someone use my hse to open a water park without our knowledge???MAyb mayb….too many predicable reason..but,the result is same =WE NEED TO PAY WATER BILL!!!!!
2nd…
Long long ago,there was a red orange colour myvi with a pretty driver met an accident at ss17/9…A malay taxi driver who look like indian knock the poor myvi…both of the driver had solved everthing at the police station..the conclusion is…i can claim the insurans for Myvi’s injuries..however,few days ago…a insurans company named Kurnia send me a statement tat…the taxi’s plat number that i reported tat day….is not available in their file..so this case is consider close file…i have to say bye to my RM1000++….so sad..i miss them alot….but i wont let them die like tat..i will help them to come back to my side !!!
3rd…
One day,one gal brought her mum n sis to kl by bus…the main reason they went to kl is to help her sis to seek for job..aft tat..the gal bring her mum go midvalley shopping…lalala…shop shop shop…eat eat eat…is time to go home…their bus ticket is 6.30pm..n they left MV at 5pm…den they reach kl central at abt 5.30pm….they lepak at kl central till 5.50 den went to monorial station..when they reach there..there was a monorial is goin to depart…the mum had step in one foot to the monorial…but…the gal ask her mum to wait for another round since there is so pack n no place sit…wait wait wait..abt 6++pm the monorial come…refresh the situation tat day..mum n sis is chating in the monorial…but..the gal..is goin to die as a result of heart beating too fast…coz jus she alone know the time tat is near 6.30pm ady…shit.the monorial reach station titiwangsa at 6.33pm//the gal’s heart nearly jumped out coz when she called to the bus station..they said…the bus has gone!this time really gou gou li…they missed last bus….at last…back by taxi…a ticket worth RM8.60 each..the taxi…RM110 each!!!!good…wat a good kl trip!!!
aft read this….are u a lucky person???
bulan restu is stupid..
monorial is stupiak..
sapert sapert sapert!!!